S i m p l e Thoughts
Do you believe thet everything happens, for a reason?
And when you close your eyes,
Do you see the future?
And if you could escape from your past,
Would you be ready for the next adventure?
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Incase you didn’t see….
This is a cover of MGMT’s Kids that my friend David and I did. This track was solely created via internet and email. David is currently residing in Canada, and we’re making music over the airwaves online for the time being.
Enjoy our track that was made during this experimental virtual band. :) Let us know what you think!
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This is a cover of MGMT’s Kids that my friend David and I did. This track was solely created via internet and email. David is currently residing in Canada, and we’re making music over the airwaves online for the time being.
Enjoy our track that was made during this experimental virtual band. :) Let us know what you think! -
It’s 3:00am, and I should be sleeping. I have to be at work by 10:00am and I have to wake up in five hours but that never phases me. Lately, I’ve been out of my head or more like out of my world. I haven’t really been happy. I’ve been indecisive, inconclusive, and unable to figure out what I want for the longest time… The sad thing is sometimes I don’t care. I don’t care about anything. I just have no motivation to push forward and get what I really want, but half the time, I don’t even know what I want.
I’m trying to figure my life out. The only thing that’s been keeping me sane lately is music and working. Working is my outlet from the real world, my life, and problems at home. I just try to avoid everything entirely when I can. I’m bad at facing problems head on sometimes and it kills me. I wish I could but sometimes I’m too scared to lose something or someone (in some cases), so I avoid the problem and let the bad things pile up until it explodes, breaks, and dies and then never exists anymore.
I need to have someone that can deal with my constantly thinking mind. I’m so opinionated sometimes and I know it pisses people off. I sometimes can’t just say no or yes; I always have an explanation for something and it sucks. I feel like the world is always judging me and I don’t know why. I always thought I knew a lot but lately, I haven’t been knowing anything. I’m planning on enrolling in college in the fall and when that happens, my life will consist of college, work, college, work, more work and tons more college. I’m attending both full-time and I’m hoping to get a good degree.
I feel so alone sometimes because no one understands my mind and think I’m some dick for the way I think — but I think way too much into things. I don’t know. I’m just blabbering away. I talk to no one. I hardly hang out with anyone. I just seclude myself half the time. All I know is that I want things to be the way it used to be. I wish I could fix things but I can’t. I wish I can make myself truly happy but I don’t know what that really is. I don’t know what truly makes me happy. I swear I’ll forever be depressed in my own sort of way. Oh well, I’ll just bottle it up like I always do… That’s the only way I know how to fix things…. or avoid things at least? I just hope there is someone out there that understands me.. There was one person that always made me happy and I miss them a lot. I just hope that person doesn’t give up on me. I’ll always love them for who they are, and everything they’ve done for me. I just wish I could express it like I used to be able to. I know one day I’ll be able to again, it’s just going to take some time… I just hope that this time comes by soon because I don’t want to be lost completely. It hurts a lot. This sucks.
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Decisions to decisions are made and not bought, but I thought this wouldn’t hurt alot, I guess not.
